Keep trying

Spin class Thursday and today. Actually woke up and went. It always makes me feel better, it's just so hard to get to the gym. Someone needs to invent a service that takes you to the gym weather you feel like going or not. Maybe name it 'Drag you to the gym'-- 'We force you to when you can't force yourself'.

I really do want to do the half marathon. I hear you need to train to do something like that. I'm enrolled in a training group. I need to get in shape enough to attend the half marathon training group though. I made a very neat and colorful schedule of working out and fun for the next 3 weeks to help be able to manage be able to be part of the training group.

I think the SAM-e is helping. I'm seeing my body as it looks in reality not my head. Reality is not as nice as my mental image of myself.

Also, it's 6 weeks to Leakey. Where the main item of clothing is a bathing suit and a can of beer.