Sucks! I'm back at the beginning. You know what's truly sad...all that eating and not one taco. A true tragedy.
Now that I've been kinda hovering for the last two weeks, I'm beginning to see how much farther I have to go. I think I'm starting to actually see were I am. I tend to see myself as a stylized version of who I am when I see myself in my mind. There is a discontinuity between reality and my mind and I think I may be starting to bridge that gap (only in this one area-don't get too hopeful). Don't worry, I'm really glad for how far I've come so far. But, I'm starting to see where I started and it's a lot less pretty than it was in my mind. Reality sucks. My fantasy reality is so much more rosie and fun. Unfortunately, if I want reality and fantasy to match, I have to be able to at least view reality and maybe one day I'll learn to walk in it.
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- being outdoors
- checking out guys
- concerts
- cross stitching
- dancing
- driving with all the windows open
- football
- hanging out
- laughing
- mad libs
- paying someone else to clean my house
- reading
- reading a book
- riding bikes
- silly hats
- social commentary with the peanut gallery
- swimming
- swings
- telling super cheesy jokes
- walking my cat
1 comment:
reality may suck, but this new insight on where you are is going to be the foundation for you to work off of for the next few months. this is tough point, but i think down the road you will see it as a huge step forward.
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